MY HIGH SCHOOL DIARIES
Perspective from a then 18 YEAR OLD shy, skinny boy
MY HIGH SCHOOL DIARIES
Dear diary, how come in high school the outgoing, bad-ass-girl who has a lot of sex, but dresses poor is called a slut, but a popular, preppie shy girl who gets good grades also has a lot of sex but is not referred to as a slut. They are both sluts in my book. (I love my book).
MOST POPULAR BOY
Dear diary, I disliked this major prep guy who was two grades ahead of me. He was the most popular student in high school. I do not think anyone really said it, we kids all knew it. Entering high school as a freshman was very scary for me. At the time I did not know about the concepts of confidence and high self-esteem. He had it all. I envied him. I was jealous of him. Historically since he was one of the best looking guys, great in sports, and wore nice clothes he was an asshole.
ROB
Dear diary, Rob and Heather were talking about sex during tenth grade Biology. Rob was my so-called friend. I was a virgin at the time. When I turned around to talk to him he would not include me in his conversation. All of a sudden when he broke virginity he was too good for me. However, I was much taller than him and better looking. I hated insecure people in high school.
HORRIBLE HOMEROOM
Dear diary, study hall sucked in ninth grade. The room was specifically only for study hall thus it was very large. And ironically for me I had to sit on the row farthest from the entrance door. Us ninth graders sat on one end of the room and the eleventh graders sat on the row next to the entry way. I would try to not leave the big room to go to the bathroom or my locker. Yet, sometimes a teacher or school nurse would schedule a mandatory appointment during my homeroom hour. Then I had to walk to the front and center of the room to sign out at the homeroom teacher’s desk. Next was even worse: I had to walk down the long aisle on the right side of the room past the upperclassmen. And there was my bully looking right at me trying to stare me down like there was something physically and mentally wrong with me.
SMOKING
Dear diary, during lunch time break I was surprised to see Sasha, a popular but stubborn student, smoking cigarettes in her mom’s jeep. The preps would go out to their cars during lunch and smoke. They would never smoke at the smoker’s corner, a place where all the dirty looking druggies went once an hour after each class. The preps do not want to be seen as little people so they must hide out when doing so-called bad things not approved by teachers and students.
RUBBERS
Dear diary, usually bullies bully kids constantly or once in a while. But I had a one-time only bully back in high school. While walking to home economics class with my friend, Shannon, these three skuzzy looking, but big, seniors were looking at me as they sat on a heater. One student snapped a rubber band and it went right into my eye. The three seniors looked shocked that he aimed it head on. It hurt so bad that my left eye was completely red. I did not report the student because he was intimidating looking.
MY SECRET CRUSH
Dear diary, in my freshman year I had a very attractive tutor named Lindsey. Lindsey was popular, tall, beautiful, athletic, and smart. She had everything going for her. I wonder where she is today. She is probably married with three kids. I had a huge crush on her in ninth grade. Of course I was out of her league because I had average grades, was unpopular, sucked in sports, and was skinny. No wonder why I was out of her league.
FIGHT: JOCK vs JOCK
Dear diary, one time a preppie student got the crap beat out of him during tenth grade. He was not tough, but he had a couple tough friends in his preppie group. How come none of those tough guys helped out? Because they know, despite being strong themselves, there is another stronger guy out there that would whoop their ass and they would be forever embarrassed in school.
ARE BOYS SLUTS
Dear diary, back in high school I used to believe it when other boys would say girls are sluts. What about boys and men? Are they sluts? Yes, they are. As I get older I can make this connection in one simple way. You will notice that men who can never get laid are more likely to complain about women. Instead of outright saying that they struggle with intimate relationships with girls they will belittle females in very negative words like calling them whores.
CLIQUES
Dear diary, I remember in ninth grade at high school three preps were talking about the two boys who were very stuck up and a lot of people did not like them, including some of their fellow clique friends. It comes down to the nice guy rule. If everyone likes you sometimes that means you are lonely cause you are too nice and don’t attract girls, especially hot girls. Yet when you have a lot of arrogance you go a long way in life in regards to dating all the time, having lots of friends, and so on. Looking back in high school I wish I were disliked at times.
CURIOUS ABOUT SEX
Dear diary, I remember my older brother told me at age 15 that when males cum that only a small amount comes out and usually just once per sex session. I thought that men would cum like 5 or 7 times during sex; you know multiple orgasms like women. But later I would find out that if men were going to cum more than once during sex they would need to take breaks. Of course no male wants to admit this.
POPULARITY SUCKS
Dear diary, Tom (a prep and jock) turned around to draw a picture of me during homeroom. I was like ‘do some homework you weirdo’. He was better looking than me and popular. So I took it that he was drawing me down. Tom seemed to be drawing me because I was not as attractive as he was. Asshole Tom. There are two kinds of pricks amongst the preps/jocks. The stuck-up rude ones and the nice ones. The stuck up ones are kind enough to be mean to your face. The nice jocks are worse because they act all friendly to your face yet keep their distance from you.
SEAN
Dear diary, during freshman I felt very insulted one day. One of my classmates was really good looking and was popular with some older girls. Then I finally saw his older brother who was better looking and bleached his hair after coming back from spring break. I overheard the freshman girls in my class adore the older and really popular Sean. A guy can be really popular in high school if he is either athletic or very good looking. I did not have his looks or body. I was jealous of Sean. It sucked.
HOT GOSSIP 2: FINGER LICKIN GOOD
Dear diary, after the first month of freshman year there were many rumors going around that a bunch of our fellow freshmen females got fingered the weekend before. The hot girls received oral sex from the snobby older boys in high school. Funny how a lot of rumors in school turned out to be actually true. I bet the girls’ parents did not know about their behavior lol.
HOT GOSSIP 3: THE TRUCK SLUT
Dear diary, we all heard that a fellow popular prep girl had oral sex in the truck of an upperclassman football player during the lunch hour. What a slut. A lot of the hot popular girls in my freshman class sure liked whoring themselves out to the older boys.
BREAD CLAM
Dear diary, I would have thought the worst bully in my high school would have been a tough football jock who would physically push me around in the hallways or beat me up once in a while outside. But one of my worst bullies was a guy who dressed nice, was decent looking, popular, and very stuck up. His name was Bread Clam. He would just look at me, laugh at me because I was very skinny and could not fight back.
JULIE
Dear diary, it was tenth grade. Jared and I were sitting at our chemistry lab tables. Julie, who always looked like a snotty bitch, acted like a bitch towards me and Jared. She said both of us had pig noses. Miss Julie, you are no perfect ten. (AKA: Miss Julie, you are no Miss July). Thus you should keep your mouth shut. How come Jared and I did not get pissed off and call Julie a little fat pig? Because her boyfriend was extra tough and would probably beat us up. I always hated that when a loudmouth girl would say anything to her classmates because she knew she could get away with it.
ROBERT
Dear diary, all my friends and I had just finished driving around town on a weekend night. Most of us were virgins. A few of us had sex already in eleventh grade. I felt so embarrassed when my friend, Rob, said my name when all of us were talking about virgins. Humiliated best described me during the rest of our ten minute conversation. I felt bad afterwards too, but at least four of my other friends were also virgins. When there are other losers hanging around loser me, then I no longer feel like such a loser.
CHAD
Dear diary, Chad broke his virginity at a young age. Too young. But the funny thing was that when he broke his virginity his girlfriend was only average looking, nothing much to look at in school. But a few years later after she matured she looked very attractive. Funny how that is, most girls who are hot while being a teenager end up losing their looks when they turn 27. I liked Chad because he was the type of high school student who would not rub it (me being a virgin) in front of me. God, at least there are some good people out there.
CLAY
Dear diary, a prick in high school from grades nine through twelve. He was just like Tom, a prep and jock that was nice to everyone even unpopular students. But I never bought into his bullshit nice guy persona. If Clay was truly nice, he would hang out with different people at least once in a while outside of school. Instead he is the typical asshole who only stays with his master race “group”.
AARON
Dear diary, another major prick student in my high school class was Aaron. Aaron was of average height, neat blonde hair, and good looking. You know in professional wrestling fans and experts will usually say that Hulk Hogan, Andre the Giant, Macho Man Randy Savage, Ric Flair, and Bruno Sammartino are the top 5 wrestlers of all time. Well I have my own list of top 5’s from high school. I have the top five pricks award which includes Brad, Ric, Shawn, Nate, and Brent. Oh yea and I forgot the top 5 stuck up female list for my high school class: Sasha, Sheila, Carrie, Jenny, and Jessica.
MELLISA
Dear diary, yet another very nice student who is nice to your face but too good to hang out with you outside of high school is Mellisa. She was just like Sasha: they both had a 4.0 G.P.A. Big deal. I hated both male and female students like her who thought their shit did not stink because they were very smart. She was also good in sports. Gosh Mellisa did you ever get any rest. Let’s not over-do it. I feel sorry for her future children because she will definitely put the 4.0 tire pressure on them.
TOM
Dear diary, Tom was a nice guy, a major prep, a major jock, and yet still an ass. It is funny how some jocks are nice acting and others are mean acting, yet they are all friends. It does not make sense.
KELLY
Dear diary, stupid bitch in homeroom class who said I looked scary after Tom showed her a picture of me. It felt like she was talking behind my back but right there to my face. I felt like slapping her ¾ attractive looking face! Take that bitch.
HOT GOSSIP 4: MICHELLE
Dear diary, I remember hearing a junior high school story about her having sex with a fellow student named Ben. What the heck, having sex while only 14 years old. Michelle was a shy bitch in middle school, but come high school she was an even more stuck up quiet bitch. She dated some eleventh grader who was ugly but was muscular and drove an unattractive old truck. Those stupid hot bitches in my class chose the ugly upperclassmen simply because they had their driver’s license.
KIMBERLY
Dear diary, during third grade I had a school crush on Kimberly. But of course letting a girl know that you had a crush on her did not do justice. Even back then the boy would have to walk up to the girl to let her know he had a crush on her. Exactly like today where the man must confront the lady to get into her pants. During high school Kim was wearing her skuzzy bald looking boyfriend’s black trench coat. The boy trench coat fashion was back in 1993 when it was still cool, before Columbine happened.
TONY
Dear diary, he was in our group of friends in middle school and high school, and then he turned his back on us and joined the ‘¾ preppie clique’. You know the students who were popular but not the top notch ones. I called them the “not quite as popular group”. I felt belittled that he left our nerd clique. Leaving our group I could handle, but later when Tony ignored me I hated him.
DARRIC
Dear diary, it was during high school graduation. Darric and I were lined up with everyone else in alphabetical order. One friend of Darric who was ahead of me told him he was skinny. But Darric was athletic, good looking, and popular. Yet, I was the really skinny one. Therefore according to that stupid prep Anthony I was anorexic skinny. Offensive comments come out of nowhere in life, whether it is high school, college, or real life.
HOT GOSSIP 5: BEN & JEN
Dear diary, her brother used to be my friend in grade school. She always seemed sweet to me, but come high school she got a reputation for behavioral problems and having sex. In math class I heard my classmates joke around with a very good looking student, Ben, who just had sex with Jennifer the past weekend. I was very jealous of course because Jennifer would never give me the time of day even though we knew each other for a long time. Jenny and Ben must have had sex at a house party on that Friday or Saturday night.
HOT GOSSIP 6: THE CRASH
Dear diary, a natural perfect ten who I wanted to sleep with. She was the stereotypical hot blond with boobs. I heard that she had sex with a classmate after she crashed his vehicle. I wonder if this was true or simply a rumor. Basically she whored herself to get out of trouble. Her mother was also an attractive blonde. However, her mother seemed more elegant when I saw her once.
VALERY
Dear diary, I knew Val since grade school. Of course during grade school she would talk to me, but not after she blossomed with big breasts in high school and became popular. At least she was not as stuck up as her fellow preppie girlfriends. But she did not seem to reach her full high school potential in popularity terms. Sure she was pretty popular, but not 100 percent like the top five girls in our class like Sasha, Carrie, Jenny, Sheila, and Tracy. But I would give her a grade of perfect ten during the later years of high school.
BETTY
Dear diary, Betty was one of the stuck up snobby girls who thought her shit did not smell. I could tell there was some major jealousy on Betty’s part against Valerie during cooking class. Valerie had just finished blossoming into a hot eleventh grade girl and Betty was picking on the small size of feet she had. I believe Betty was jealous of Val’s large breasts in junior year.
RUMORS: THE PERFECT 10
Dear diary, a perfect ten since freshmen year, Carrie was different from the other girls because she was both super-sweet and stuck up arrogant simultaneously. There was a nasty rumor that she had sex during middle school with a fellow prep guy who was unattractive. But, I am no longer surprised because if there is a huge group of friends (like preps and jocks) eventually everyone knows everyone and will sleep with almost anyone because everyone are friends.
HOT GOSSIP 7: BROOKE
Dear diary, I had a huge crush on Brooke in eighth grade and freshmen year of high school until I heard about a nasty rumor. We all know that once in high school the ninth-grade girls will automatically go for the upperclassmen because they have cars and are supposedly more attractive. Brooke was one of a group of girls who either got laid or fingered sexually by eleventh graders. I was deeply affected that week. The worst feeling (which includes jealousy) is the minutes after hearing the rumor in English class.
THE COOL KIDS
Dear diary, Bruce was a follower to the stars type of student in high school. He worshipped the popular kids in school. He was not popular himself, even though he was somewhat within that group of students. In ninth grade he thought he would suck up to his friends in class and start lifting up my chair with his feet since he was so fat and I was so skinny. My face turned bright red in embarrassment. The next day he did it again and this time when the bell rang at the end of class I punch him a few good times, scratched his neck, and ripped his t-shirt open. I got in trouble at the principal’s office but felt proud of myself.
KENDRA 2
Dear diary, in freshmen year this really hot perfect ten girl named Kendra had it all, very sexy nice filled legs, big breasts, attractive curly brown hair, and a so cute face with an awesome friendly face. Of course she started to date a popular football player two years older than her. Yes, she was really nice, but would she go out with a nice guy like me? No. Since she was a perfect ten it did not matter that she was nice or popular or good in sports or school. Heck these hot girls don’t even need confidence! Yet for a boy like me, in order for me to get high school girls I need confidence, be assertive, good grades, and be good in sports, the total opposite of what Kendra needs. This is the beginning in my life where I find that hot females only have to go to the gym and put on makeup and guys like me need to go to the gym, be in shape, be aggressive, have a group of friends, be smart and intelligent, and so on.
BRYAN
Dear diary, Bryan was a good looking popular student who did not seem that cocky to me. He was nice and kind to me. I appreciated his positive attitude. I was very jealous of him for a few months in ninth grade because I saw him with a tenth grade girl at Hardees during lunch. This was something that did not happen that much, but once in a while: the younger male dating the older female. Usually it was the gullible younger girl dating the much older cocky boy. Bryan had it made that year. I saw him at the ten year reunion and he gained a lot of weight, not just some but more. Now God was on my side.
NICOLE
Dear diary, she was cute but not hot. Looking back though, if she wore skimpy outfits and tight tops Nicole would have looked a lot hotter and would have thus been attractive to me. She worked with my best friend at a grocery store while in school. He had a crush on her and she knew it. But she lied to Kevin. Nicole was the cute girl who would not date the unpopular boys like Kevin and I. Yet, she did not have the courage to tell him to his face that she would not go out with him on a date. Instead she told him that “maybe” she would go out with him “sometime”.
J-LOW OUTRANKS ME
Dear diary, J-Low was always nice to me in grade school. Later on in middle school she started dating a tough bad-boy and then she was a little stuck up towards me here and there. Overall she was friendly with me and I appreciated that from a female. But one time she pissed me off to the maximum. During our eleventh grade business class she was in a conversation with the popular boys Ben and Tim. I was in the middle of the conversation without wanting to be. They all knew I never had sex because I was so skinny and shy. Thus J-Low asked me if I ever had sex, even though she knew the answer. That cocky bitch J-Low should have been bitch-slapped by little skinny me during that period.
SARA
Dear diary, I always had a secret crush on Sara but I never told her. Once high school came along her breasts got really big. We were always nice to each other since elementary school, but come our sophomore year she turned into a real bitch and picked on me. I will dislike her forever for that. Ironically during tenth grade she also started dating a freshmen guy who was a major prick with a bad hairdo and muscles. Thus when Sara verbally belittled me on a daily basis during Math class I could not talk back to her because I was afraid he would beat me up, even though I was one year older than him.
TRACEY
Dear diary, Tracey was very friendly to everyone on surface. However, she was the same as the rest of the stuck-up girls. A very nice stuck-up girl is just as bad as a mean stuck-up girl. Ha! Take that you little nice girl bitch. You may have seemed nice to everyone but I had you all figured out even way back then.
WEEKEND SEX
Dear diary, Jessie was another hot girl who got laid a lot in early high school. Miss Jess would never give me the time of day on the weekend. Naturally she fucked a prick student who was a year older than her. (There is a theme here for these stupid hot teenage girls: older boyfriend and arrogant). He used to be very nice in grade school. I heard stories that they fucked all the time, too much. Some comments are not meant to be heard, but are still juicy in the moment. I hated cocky guys like her boyfriend, who was not a male model in the first place and wore dorky circular glasses. Surprisingly I saw Jess when I went home for the first time in like six years since graduation and she was fat! I felt proud of myself then.
SHAWN
Dear diary, a prick football player who thought he was all that. In the hallways he would walk extra slow in order for us to worship him. I always thought he walked too slow. He is not worth any more of my diary entry.
AMBER
Dear diary, she was a popular preppy girl who did not have the model looks. Still she was very cute and always was. The reason she was in the popular group was because she had a high GPA. I had a crush on her for a while back in fifth grade. Something strange happened in our senior year when a few of the popular girls started to hang out with the smoker boys. I did not know why at the time but soon thereafter realized that the smoker boys gave the good looking girls drugs on the weekends. Plus, since it was near graduation time the prep girls no longer had to protect their goody-goody wholesome female image.
DAVID 2
Dear diary, a good classmate who was very friendly to everyone in school was David. He was the 4.0 GPA kid from the countryside. Maybe since he was raised on a family farm that was the reason he was so friendly.
SHE IGNORED ME
Dear diary, another member of the trench-coat girl group in my school was yet again another girl named Jenny. There were a lot of Jennies in my school and most of them were all hot blondes. This Jenny was not blonde. Instead she wore long beautiful brown hair. She was very attractive and perhaps knew it (some girls are perfect-ten hot yet do not believe it for some messed-up idea). My worst girl memory of high school was sitting next to Z-girl in tenth grade speech class. I hated speech class because I was painfully shy due to my skinny male frame. Anyways, when I would give each of my three speeches during the semester this girl would always look down at her paper while I was up in class. I wanted to spit on her face in front of everyone else – that would make for a good speech.
EUGENE
Dear diary, I do not particularly enjoy calling people unattractive beings. But sometimes I have to make an exception, especially when it comes to former middle and high school bullies. Sometimes I would only have a bully in class like when a stronger or older kid would hit me when sitting behind me. Some of these kids were farmer boys which meant that they were very strong and not going to college and did not care for paying attention in class. So where does that unused attention go to? Well those homely looking farm boys would slap me on the back of my head or lift my chair up.
JAIME, THE HOLLYWOOD A-LISTER
Dear diary, she was a natural perfect-ten long haired beauty. Miss Jaime was a year older than me. I hardly ever saw her in school. Maybe our schedules were different. Jaime seemed like a nice girl but it was hard to tell if she was nice or rude. I heard she went into modeling after graduation. I am glad she never made it big time.
RICKY
Dear diary, my theory about rude people is once again proven true. I knew Ricky ever since grade school. He was sometimes cool with me but otherwise usually arrogant. Some people are meant to not get along with others. He always wore that pissed off look, you know, those kids and adults who always look mean. Sometimes those who simply look mean (their face) act mean. Meanwhile, I look nice therefore I am lol.
EMILY
Dear diary, Emily was so cute, short and innocent looking. But, once you get to know her she is just another stuck up female student. She dated this really large older guy. Again, her situation fucked my mind up because she was beautiful and her boyfriend was not good looking. I thought in high school that the good looking girls dated the good looking guys. Sometimes a swerve would occur where the beauty would date the beast.
GERRY
Dear diary, my cooking class sucked. The cooking itself was alright but I was surrounded by the big boys. Being surrounded by three current and former high school football players was a bad thing most of the time. One of the guys was my friend whom I sat with, but I noticed he would sometimes take the side of the two big guys in the back row. Gerry sat behind me. I hated him so much. He was ugly, but had a big and intimidating aroma. Since I was skinny I would sometimes get picked on in this class by my friend and strangers. My theory: if you are thin you will get picked on a lot in school. If you are fat you will get picked on. If you are ugly you will get picked on. But, if you are ugly and very strong you will not get picked on! That is fucked up but it is how middle and high school goes.
HOT RUMOR: DONALD
Dear diary, this boy was a true prick since grade three. What surprised me was that Donald lived in the poor part of town but still hung out with popular boys. He also managed to always dress nice since he was good looking. I guess poor parents also raise good looking children. The gossip/rumor mill: I heard that Donald paid a promiscuous classmate money to have sex with him. Obviously he heard that she was having a lot of sex, he was friends with her, and thus it was no surprise that he asked for sex.
UGLY
Dear diary, I truly hated Robert. He seemed to truly hate me for some unknown reason. We were never friends but knew each other since elementary school. I guess he knew I sucked in sports and was unpopular therefore he had to look at me like I was not worthy of his royal presence. Robert was unattractive. Maybe that was why he always looked pissed off. I discovered that people who are kids, preps, jocks, unattractive, or unpopular and that are always pissed off looking are really boring individuals. I even see this in year book photos or wedding announcements: there is always some dumbass boy or man who never smiles in the picture.
MARC
Dear diary, Marc was another preppie in my class who I truly despised. He had the perfect grades and good athletic ability. But I was better looking than him. It is funny how sometimes high school does not judge someone on how good they look, rather who they hang out with. I always wanted to beat the crap out of Marc and wish I would have.
SHELBY
Dear diary, even though Shelby had average looks she was kind of cute. I had a secret crush on her for the longest of time. But during that same time I also disliked Shelby. Also, I could never understand how she hung out with the most popular girl in ninth grade. Before high school she was never popular. Then all of a sudden she is hanging out with Miss Perfect. Their friendship never made sense because one was so delicious looking while the other was a plain Jane. Gossip/rumor mill: one time I heard Shelby say that her older boyfriend never got aroused during sex. I heard this during German class. It was always funny and strange to hear such weird stories by teenagers.
CINDY
Dear diary, wow this diary entry will be my favorite. All of us ninth grade boys had a sexual desire for Cindy. Now Cindy was different than the other preppy girls and the goody-goody girls (A.K.A. the cheerleaders). She had that pure/natural bad-girl image. Cindy of course dated an older boy who was also a bad boy. Even though she developed much faster than the other girls and had large boobs, her large smile was so sexy and addicting. It is unique when I remember a sexy girl’s smile more than her body.
MANDY
Dear diary, Mandy was a nice classmate. At least she was not stuck up and would actually talk to me during class. She too developed very large breasts at a young age. I really wanted to sleep with her but she was dating a popular boy. I will always remember her for her huge tits.
AMY
Dear diary, a promiscuous female classmate had a bad reputation before entering high school. She had sex during seventh grade. During this time she was ahead of the rest of us sexually. I was kind of jealous. I wish I had sex with her as I was turned on by the aggressive and trashy side of Amy. She was mean to me in Biology and looked down at me because I was a virgin.
SALENA
Dear diary, she was another hot, but bitchy girl who dated the older bad boy. I never did care for those bitchy female classmates of mine. Sure some were good looking but they did not dress as nice as the cheerleaders.
COCKY
Dear diary, this character pissed me off a few times in early high school. He too was skinny but not as skinny as me. Thus Shawn thought he was better since I was ultra-skinny. He too was a wimp. Nor did I like his arrogant attitude. He was not a preppy but more like a ¾ prep.
SUPERIOR SIBLINGS
Dear diary, I liked Eric who was also one year older than me. He acted really cool and laid back. He was a great athlete and popular too – although he fell into the very rare “popular but friendly” group. You did not see those kinds of people that often in high school – athletic and nice simultaneously in one day. Eric’s little sister Sara was also an athlete and popular. Sara was very cute too. Note: I discovered that even short people can be popular in school. I find it funny how brothers and sisters from the same family but attending school in different years are so similar.
AMY 2
Dear diary, sometimes I would walk on the same old gravel path with Amy on the way home after high school. Amy lived only a few blocks from high school. I had a secret crush on her starting in grade school. Now as an adult I realized that whenever I used to say “I had a secret crush” as a kid it really meant that I was a boy who did not have the balls to tell a girl I liked her. And where did that cowardice get me at the time? That attitude got me nowhere.
TIMOTHY
Dear diary, one time fellow student Timothy got beaten up pretty bad in the hallway of the high school. Apparently he fucked the girlfriend of an upperclassman football player. And this football player was tall and very good built. Tim was stuck up but not as bad as others. It is funny that the older football student, who also was even more stuck up, sure must have felt like a pussy after his girlfriend cheated on him with another football player who was two years younger than him. I will always remember this. I did not see it happen, but it was the big news of the day. There will always be physical fights in school. It is part of nature.
JEREMY
Dear diary, in my freshman year I sat near the last row in German 101. A friend of mine named Jeremy also sat back there. One day the preps, who sat in the back, were picking on Jeremy’s red shirt. I realize that it is bad for a group of people to pick on only one student. However, Jeremy had it coming this time! Sometimes Jeremy would go almost a whole week of school wearing the same shirt. Yes, he might have had two pairs of pants but come on you need to have five different shirts for the five days of class.
CARRY TURNS ME ON
Dear diary, she was one of a few natural perfect ten girls in senior high. Also, she was so sweet. During this time I realized that if a hot teenage girl is sweet that it does not mean she will go out with a sweetie (nice guy) like me. Usually the “oh-so-sweet girls” dated the “grungy unattractive dirty-jeans-wearing older guys from grades eleven or twelve. Let me get this straight: the bitchy senior high girls will only date the bad boys and the sweet girls will also only date the bad boys. Someone is getting pissed off lol.
HOLLY 2
Dear diary, one of only a few senior high school ladies who almost always dressed really nice was Holly. I only had one class with her, a typing course. I remember her wearing a very lovely pink sweater one day which stood out because it was so nice. Holly was 17 years old but looked like 21. She looked like a young adult lady, which was a good thing back then when we boys liked the older girls from the upper classes. Holly was one class above me but seemed nicer than the Holly in my class. Yet, overall both acted like they were above me.
LINDSAY
Dear diary, a sexy and mature student was Lindsay. This is how it is: if an average male student was immature he would never get a girl in school. In contrast to the boy, if a female student was either very mature or very immature she could still get a date.
TRAVIS
Dear diary, a not so good looking large upperclassman was dating a perfect looking long brown haired thin freshman girl…what a messed up world I live in. (My tenth grade experience).
TADPOLE
Dear diary, during my tenth grade there was this cool, somewhat popular student named Tadpole. He was not on top with the popular people, but was up there with them. Funny how in high school there are all levels of assholes. He wore two earrings which was unheard of at the time. It did seem girly like. Yet since he was kind of masculine looking it was ok for him to have both ears with rings. I bet you if a skinny boy wore 2 earrings he would get picked on quite a bit and called gay, fag, or queer. However, if we put earrings in each ear of a masculine teenage bad boy then no one complains or picks on him. This theory sounds fucked up.
AL
Dear diary, here was another dirty not so good looking guy from back then. He was a tough guy who thought he was all that in both junior high and senior high. His girlfriend was a bitch too, no surprise there. I knew his girlfriend since the second grade. She was nice back then, but was starting to become a bitch. God (or Mother Nature) eventually took my side when I saw Al six years after high school. He and she were leaving a restaurant. As he was putting his baseball cap on I noticed that he was bald. The cool guy from tenth grade was no longer so hot. Take that! I won. End of story.